No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.
I want to tear myself from this place, from this reality, rise up like a cloud and float away, melt into this humid summer night and dissolve somewhere far, over the hills. But I am here, my legs blocks of concrete, my lungs empty of air, my throat burning. There will be no floating away.
I hoped we never had to realize all the opportunities we missed in this life.
I hadn’t realized how much I’d been needing to meet someone I might be able to say everything to.
No good at life, but very funny sometimes with the commentary.
Cardamom Rose Cocktail:
1.5 oz of Hendrick’s gin (this is a rose & cucumber infused gin)
.75 oz of Rose syrup (make at home with rose water and simple syrup or buy locally)
.25 oz of Fresh lemon juice
.75 oz of Fresh grapefruit juice (ruby red preferably)
2 dashes of Peychauds bitters (Peychaud is credited with first creating the cocktail)
1 Cardamom Pod
I BOUGHT ROSE SYRUP ON AMAZON AND IT CAME YESTERDAY!
I CAN MAKE THIS NOW!
SUICIDE CAN WAIT!
This is important for reasons.
So a dog walks into the forest and he sees a whale and says “aren’t you supposed to be in the ocean?” and the whale says “Yes.
